Friday, December 31, 2010

I know it's wrong to feel this way, I can't see to help it!

Happy New Year

I started off the New Year with a kiss at 12:00am while my husband paused his Wii game, then of course I went on Facebook to wish my dearest friends a Happy New Year. When I came to my best friends profile I noticed that she had changed her picture, which peaked my curiosity because she has had the same picture for over a year. When I opened the picture what I found astonishing was that she looks AMAZING. Don't get me wrong to me she always looked good but, now she looks amazing she has dropped at least 3 sizes & looks younger & healthier.

I am happy for her but, I also found myself kinda bitter because she has changed so much in the last year. I feel like I am in the same place as I was when I left Ontario I have changed in mind & spirit but, body. Yikes, it needs a lot of work. I suddenly fell nervous about my friends visit in March. I know she loves me for me but, I can't help but feel this way. I have a lot of work to do before then & hope that this will be the motivation I need to become a healthier me.

I know not much of a subject. Just needed to get it off my chest.

Happy New Year 2011


1 comment:

  1. Happy New Year, new friend. :) I'm glad you gained encouragement from my blog. My prayer as I created it was to encourage people. God is awesome to answer that!

    Oh, and I've vowed to become a healither me this year as well. It seems a little daunting, but we can do it!

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