It has been a long year with so many changes. With 3 moves, a major health issue, 2 new children & as always financial worries. But, what is different is how I deal with them. I used to worry night & day, lose sleep, make myself sick & now I very seldom get anxious like I use to.
The difference has been my belief that God does not give you more then you can handle & when you take a step back & see that the world is not ending, dying or falling apart before your feet you can sit back amidst all the chaos & confusion & just breath. No matter how heavy your plate may feel, it is nothing compared to the suffering of the world. We all worry so much about such pointless & meaningless things that we forget how many others live, we have so much & others so little. As long as you have what God thinks you need then you are ok, no not ok but, truly blessed.
No matter how angry, anxious or uptight you maybe God has a plan & a future for you!
In my case it is learning to stop trying to change my husband & focus on what & how i will turn this constant hurt into something that will be able to uplift & empower others.
A journey of self discovery & daily trials. Learning to become who I am truly meant to be, on my terms.
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